Damn, im fxcking exhausted after th Teachers Day Rehearsal, who wouldnt be? I doze off for 4 friggin' hours right after i changed when i got back. Now, i just gotta twist my fingers and hope my acting is good enough on Monday, which i doubt. For some reason, i have stage fright, but on th other hand, i know i dont. I have confidence, but its just that whenever i look at th audience, my hand will start to shiver, worse, my leg also. But guess what? On Fri, there was only like 6-10 audience during rehearsal, and out of th sudden, my hand shivered. Crap right? Gahh, Ms Sheri said i've done a bad job. Yes, i know. Hidayat knows im hyper, and he wants me to be one on stage. Well, i myself , wants to be hyper on stage also, but somehow, somewhat, some friggin' thing, pull me back. Damn. & it would be a normal school day on Monday, excluding th performance, while some of my other friends in other schools, released earlier. I wonder how th hell am i suppose to go back to EPPS at 2+ , when my primary school ends at 1.30pm. How am i suppose to meet th others, man? I should tell Dawn i couldnt come. MAN, THAT SUCKS. I seriously miss my buddies, goshhh ! & 2009 is almost over,thats fast. One thing i remembered on th 1st day of school "sigh, how th hell am i suppose to memorise my classmate's name?" and th next thing i know, i memorise all and its already August, going to September. -.- 2009 is gonna come to an end, so that means all those problems and issues i faced this year, shall be erase , i seriously want next year to be better than this year's. DUHAnyway, HAPPY 51TH BIRTHDAY MICHAEL JACKSON , LOVE YA !