Turbulent ; i seriously am to myself . i know im over him, but at some point, that feeling is back . fxck that . i need an antidote, pronto . i hate th fact im th type of person that likes a person or two or god-knows how many , and that my heart leaps to one guy to another just like *snap* , or easier to say - first sight or behaviour or
worse -looks . im so sick and tired of going through this bulls*** over and over again . there's no point . why cant i just stayput? but
hey, look on th brighter side, at least i was
never attached with someone, and that im so proud of that. hey, i find all this
stead - patched up stuffs or whatever crap , so redundantly nonsense in primary/secondary school life, no offence . but seriously, come to think of it, its better and more .......... err, whats that word ......... fun (sounds wrong though, heh) dealing with this relationship stuffs when you're 18+, when you're in Polytechnic or in JC or better, when you're working. i shall not elaborate .................... okay maybe i will. *ehem* , cause by then, you can find more free time, and you're big enough to make your parents feel 'yeah, okay, my daughter/son is all grown up now, and that i think she'll have th responsibilty . she's/he's big now, working somemore, whats wrong with dating a guy/woman . someday, they'll marry' . haha, maybe i've gone
TOO far, but you get my point, right? *whoever you are* haha . anyway, 2009 would be my record-holding year for th numerous guys i fall inlove with, heh , random, but HEYYYY, i dont flirt, i find that desperate-ish and oh-so-uncool .
XOXO,sarah velcott *stress on th 'v'* LOL